orangeironicbird:

are you sure dude because i can slam back an energy drink or something and be good to go
i mean

> You huff a bit when he flops on top of you, though you peep affectionately, nuzzling into his hair.

if thats what you really wanna do
one night sleep is totally worth getting you alive and happy and shit again okay just for the record 

no no shoosh it’s fine.
i’ll liv—
uh.
i’ll be okay, really!

>You tilt your head up and give him a sweet kiss on the nose.

mhm.
it’ll be fine.
i wanna make it special, even if…
even if nothing happens.

anyway.
we should both probably rest up.

>You nod and curl up close to him, humming quietly. 

orangeironicbird:

we can leave now if you want i mean id rather go do it sooner than later

and then we can see if itll actually work
im p sure i remember where your quest bed is at i mean after the game and everything
so

> You take one of his hands in your own, lacing your fingers between his.

wanna go now??? 

mm…
let’s do it tomorrow.

i’d love to do it tonight, but…
i can tell you’re tired.
not to mention it’s late.
and you’re so comfy.

>You squeeze his hand and lean forward, stealing a few small smooches as you flop down on the bed with him. 

orangeironicbird:

no trust me i understand completely
like i cant blame you one bit
i
we
we can do that asap if you want its really not a big deal to me

> You frown, reaching up to cup his face with your hands, rubbing at his cheekbones with your thumbs. 

please…?
i want to be able to actually sleep again.
like yeah i go to sleep but i literally don’t have the capacity to get tired, so it’s…
it’s more like just closing my eyes for hours.
and i’m still mostly conscious.

>You look up at him, brows knit upward.

when can we leave…? 

orangeironicbird:

yeah..?

you know im willing to help you get to it if you wanna try that
i dont like it when youre miserable like this okay 

that’d…
that’d be really sweet of you.

>Your voice begins to crack, and you choke up.

i just want to be able to have a life.
well like.
any life at all would be great, you know? 

orangeironicbird:

oh man
i
never really thought of it that way damn

> You frown, wrapping your arms around him a bit more securely.

i wish i knew what to tell you i just
idk
how you could be alive again or whatever if thats even possible 

literally the only thing i can think of is lying on my quest bed.
sure, it may not work, but…
there’s always that chance, you know?

>You lean in and nose against the edge of his lips.

i think if i felt alive again, i’d stop moping. 

orangeironicbird:

hehehe

yeah i met another birdy dave hes p cool—

> You pause, then trill softly, chirping as you lean forward and nuzzle your nose against his.

…yeah???
i cant blame you like even one bit 

>You’re too distracted by your own thoughts right now. You reach up and rest your hands on either of his cheeks, then sigh.

mm.
i guess i just feel really gross and weird as a zombie.
i don’t like not being able to feel pain.
and being barely able to feel pleasure, or to eat…

>You let out a quiet sort of whine.

orangeironicbird:

haha hey youre right i almost didnt even think about that
now lets see if we can keep this up huh

>Warbles happily and nuzzles him back!

oh man btw feel my mane
got that shit preened today figured you might like it since you said it was knappy before 

>You lean forward and fiddle with his mane, eyes widening when you realize how soft it is. You flop your face in it and just lay there.

oh man, that feels nice, heh!
mm.

>Pulling back, you rest your arms on his shoulders and furrow your brows.

you know…
sometimes i wish i was alive again. 

orangeironicbird:

hey hey what
im guessing what
what is it
do i get to touch your butt 

no, well.
yes!
if you want.

but i was gonna say that.
we haven’t fought today.

>Leans up and nuzzles cheek! 

orangeironicbird:

well hey would you look at that

looks like i can spare a smooch

hehehe!
good.

>Leans up and smooches!

hey, hey guess what. 

orangeironicbird:

hmmmm

hmmmmmm
can you see how contemplative im being right now like this is a serious life desicion here hmmmm
i dunno man
these smooches are pretty costly for a maybe butt touch 

take your time!
i have all night.

i’ll just be sitting right here if you decide you want a smooch.
hehehe.